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And so, the new semester has started. New modules, new people, new challenges. Graduation photos will be up on facebook really soon! :) Life's been alright. Hanging in there.. Haha ok thats all I have to say for now..

You really never fail to make me wonder my worth.

With facebook, you just become so lazy to upload photos onto blogger.. Went golfing today. Hope I get well soon. It really sucks being sick.

"One day, you'll just pack your bags and somehow, I know, we'll be fine wherever in the world we may be"

Hope to settle my visa stuff soon.. So lost as to what's left to be done. Really hate feeling stupid. Ugh.

By my 22nd birthday..

"I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.

Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,everything we had,
everything we had is no longer there."

There's nothing to say, nothing to update on.

I never knew I could hurt like this

Met with the girls yesterday to do some window shopping.. Then with the 3 boys for dinner at elizabeth arcade.. Then we had dessert at Freestyle. Yum Just some pics.. Nat and Marisa Chocolate tart
Cheesecake that I had
The girls
Ok I gotta go, using some internet outside Big W which I paid $2 to use for 21 mins. What to do, I'm bored to death waiting for "some people" to end work so that we can go catch Kungfu Panda. Haha. Toodles!

Ps: I saw our roadtrip car again yesterday in the city. Man..

Went to the city in the late afternoon with Andrew yesterday.. Been awhile since we took peektuures :) Bought some $10 quirky skirt. I left it at Andrew's so can't take photos of it yet
Exciting news: I finally FINALLY caught Sex and the City. And it wasn't too bad :) I actually cried. What a wimp! But yeah, I cried when Carrie got "dumped". It just felt soo painful :'(( Oh wells. I ran again yesterday morning, but this morning, my stupid running partner is probably suffering from a major hangover -.- Gonna meet Marisa and Nat for shopping in the Valley later and dessert at Freestyle yummmmm! :)) I think my plan to look nice and toned for my graduation has been totally shattered. You know, Joy and diet just dont go. Sadly.

Everyone's either back in Singapore or holiday-ing so I'm bored stiff. Seriously.. Theres nothing to do :(

Ok I think I should blog a proper entry.. Today's topic will be on "Family". I've been thinking. Everyone's family has some secrets. Good and bad. But at the end of the day, family is family. To me, at the end of it all, the only remaining people on your side will always be your family. And its the love that will bind all family members together. If one strays, everyone in the family will be affected. To me, for a family to function as one, everyone has to love each other. No matter the circumstances. I know that sometimes circumstances make it hard -be it gambling, drugs, prostitution, smoking, gangs etc- but should family members decide to "give up" on that particular member, its pretty much "the end" for him/her. Who else, other than family, can love someone so imperfect? That would mean the end of a happy family if you ask me, all the hurt and sadness kept within. And I guess this is similar to a mother's love. What makes a mother never give up on her children is simply, love. A love so strong that no matter how much it aches her heart, she's always going to be there. Ok I think I'm just rattling on. But I just woke up and my mind's not coherent.. Well, no matter how bad, family is family. God gave us families for support and love. And that should be the way it is :)

OH YES OH YES! PONG AND POK, I was at the coast over the weekend and guess what car I saw? I saw our roadtrip car! The same one! I was like "hey, this camry's car plate looks so damn familiar", so I took the number down and came back to check the photos. IT IS THE ONE!! MEMORIES MANNN :)) Cant believe its back in sunny QLD from cold gloomy Melby haha!! Miss you pong, and as you can see, I've screwed up my blog template again. Gonna need some time to get it sorted bleah.

I went to the gym today!! :))) Ran and did sits up etc etc.. So glad Setoh asked me out. I shall go for bodyattack tmr if my body isnt aching. Need to tone up and be mei mei for my gradddd. And also so that when my dad comes, he'll have 2 gorgeous ladies by his side haha! Na! Go run ah! Heh heh :)

bonkers

*Takes a deep breath and speaks really really fast*

WASSUPP WORLD!! Been such a long time since I've been thisssssss happy! Dad's coming for my grad!!! I'm so happy! And so is Jana. Booked her tickets already :))) I'm so happyyyyyy. I feel like flying!! And I got my conditional acceptance letter for my Masters Program today :)) I'm soooo happy :))))) I love my family so much. Muah xxx hehe. Ok done!

*Phew!*

For every action you take in life, there's always a consequence. And so happens in my case, its just too heavy to bear it and have to smile to the world at the same time.

I wish it was less complicated..

And so, the exams are over. The last paper, was quite difficult as predicted. Stuffed up a 7mark question. Oh wells, life goes on :)

Last paper on Monday. Biggest hurdle ever. Even business policy and strategy cannot fight with this module. International business mangement. Well, I dont think that ibus on its own is difficult, in fact its very interesting and I would say that I did learn more about FDIs, integration responsiveness, international strategies etc, BUT I just have a really lousy lecturer. No past year papers, no tutorial questions.. And theres a whole mountain worth of things to study. I was trying to keep my intake of redbull for this exam period to just 4 cans, but I guess I'll be needing at least another can. Couldnt wake up for church today, feel really terrible not going but I was soooo tired. Only had bout 4 hours sleep the day before stats paper. Oh wells, I'm a fighter and I'll be fine :)

"Be strong all you people of the Lord and work, for I am with you.. Declares the Lord Almighty. Do not fear." Haggai 2:4-5

I pray that IBUS wont be so hard.. Stats tmr. Pray for me! The theory bit is really confusing! Yesterday morning's paper went quite well I guess (fingers, ears, legs and eyes crossed). Worth the staying up and waking up early :)

And I think James's voice is breaking. But don't go ask him bout it. Sensitive! Hahaha! He keeps denying it though.. Imagine from *high pitch* "you make my kukubird wanna sheeshee" to *low manly pitch* "YOUU MAKEE MY KUKUBIRD WANNA SHEESHEE* Ahhhh!! The joys of having a younger brother :)

Ps. My blog's getting so boring. The colour and all. But i really like the discoball and I dont want to remove it. But I suck at IT, so I guess it'll remain this way till one fine day :)

Sometimes, you just have to go at your pace and trust that your "calculated" plans will work out just fine. Many times I stress out when I feel I'm behind time. Its good to be on track/par with others. But most importantly, you know yourself best. So just do everything to your best abilities. Strive for the best and leave the rest to God. He's been good to me. I feel blessed.. First paper on Wednesday *jitters* :)

tomorrow will be a better day

its swotvac this week. and its thursday already.. i'm really stressed and i don't know why. guess its because of international business.. stupid exam format, stupid lecturer, stupid tutorial classes. think subconsciously i'm really stressed bout this final exam of my undergrad life. its just alot of pressure from within. smile joy, smile =)

With or Without You - Sungha Jung

WAHSEH

Just read Reuben's blog. Uncle Freddie has taken over it. Everytime I read the entries, my heart aches so badly. Even as Reuben's friend, his death has been something that has affected me quite a little. In the sense that life is so fragile, and bad things happen to even good people.. And I wonder if the ache in my heart is already so strong, how Uncle Freddie, Aunty Patsy and Shimona must be handling it. Its been 6 months Reuben.. But it seems like yesterday that we all lost you. The memory's still fresh in everyone's mind. Its still very surreal to me.

I love my family so much, never want anything bad to happen to them. Never want to lose any of them. Its selfish I know but I would lose my mind if anything happened to them..